Boy

A boy wear nothing but shorts and singlets, running as if his two legs were only made for it. He leap through the air with wings he made out of his mind. Boy, how i envy him, wings out of his own imagination.
The boy told stories, stories that he believed were true never care what people think, what true to him will always true. A man told me, with that kind of thinking you should go to the highest top of mountain or to the deepest sea of ocean because you would never be accepted everywhere in the society, ah you see I accepted the boy as he is be cause his believe on himself. Jealousness trampled me once again as i mirrored myself to the boy.
It got me thinking, was i ever that boy ? Did i have legs that only made for running ? Did i have those wings ? Did i have those moments..? I had those moments, but i started to believe that those wings were not real. These legs are not strong. These minds can't made wings. These stories are unacceptable for them. Geez.. How i wish i have his minds, free and original.

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New Strategy..

Hmm.. march already..
March and still undone..

Target februari beres nulis ternyata tidak terlaksanakan, kalah sama diri sendiri, mengecawakan. Harus bikin strategi baru buat nulis karena rasanya strategi lalu sudah usang dan tidak layak pakai karena kondisinya pun sudah berubah. Pekerjaan baru lagi menunggu untuk diselesaikan, kamaren yang judulnya "Strategi Menulis di Saat Malas" berubah menjadi "Strategi Menulis di saat Banyak Pekerjaan". Rintangan menulis di saat banyak pekerjaan..?
1. Gak fokus, lagi nulis inget kerjaan, lagi kerja inget nulis. Geez..
2. Prioritas! Pekerjaan dulu atau nulis dulu ? Karena 2-2 nya ada target yang harus tercapai
3. Volume pekerjaan dan menulis setiap harinya, berapa banyak nulis untuk hari ini, berapa banyak kerja untuk haru esok, berapa banyak nulis untuk hari lusa and on and on and on and on and on.. *hrmph*
And it all comes down to 'time management', which i always fail about 90 percent out of my time.. Mungkin strategi sekarang, go with the flow.. Ketika mood nulis baru nulis, sisanya untuk kuliah, kerjaan, main dan lain lain dan lain lain.. :) Toh, sesuatu yang dipaksakan hasilnya gak akan baik kan..? kan..? (there goes another excuse..)

Excuses are excuses..

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New Age Passes By

Age..? 24 sir..
Occupation..? Student..
Post-Graduate..? Nope, under-graduate..
Hmmmm..? Yup i know, hmm..

Sometimes, i wonder how this would end.. Wrap it up unsatisfactoryly (is this a word..?), and the hell with it.. it's lucky enough for me if make it out alive and well. I'm running our of words, running out of time, running out of energy, and running out of life. I wonder how i would catch up with everything out there. The damn world just won't stop, and it certainly won't even wait moreover for me. For now, trying my best is the only thing i could do. A little pressure maybe..? Nah, a pressure won't do much for me.. A little motivation..? Yeah, probably that's what i needed, a little motivation to do what i got to do..

Hmm.. A little mucic might motivate me a bit.. ;)
It's a new dawn, it's new day, it's a new life.. And i'm feeling good! -Michael Bubble-

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Movie Quotes

Some movies are just too hard to forget.. Some movie quotes, that have always been my quotes everywhere..

The Godftaher :

"Leave the gun, take the connolly.."-Clemenze at Godtfather

"Don't you know that I would use all of my power to prevent something like that happening ?"-Michael Corleone

Meet Joe Black :

"Multiply it by infinity and take it to depth of forever, and you will still have barely a glimpse of what i'm talking about "-Joe Black

"Who are you Joe..?"

Lord Of the Ring :

"You have no power here, Gandalf"-

"Their armor is weak beneath the neck.. and beneath the arm"-Legolas


Yah.. beberapa film memang punya momen - momen yang gak bisa dilupakkan sampai quotenya pun selalu terngiang2..

Ah, satu lagi..

Inuyasha :

"Bakkaaaaa..!! "

Hahaha..

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Tweaking..

Sempet bermain - main dengan OS linux di laptop pertama gw (the DELL !!). Karena laptopnya ilang, gw lanjutin proyek linux gw di laptop baru gw. Dual booth sama windows 7, soalnya masih banyak software - software untuk kerjaan yang gak bisa tergantikan di OS linux. Secara pribadi gw selalu tertarik dengan OS Open Source, karena efek desktop-nya yang bisa dimainin. Pertama kali nyoba ubuntu, berhasil diinstall tapi gak bisa diupdate karena yang diinstall ternyata versi lama gara - gara males download dari internet. Nyari - nyari DVD OS linux lain, dan menemukan OPENSuse!! :D Diliat dari isinya, kayanya masih baru jadi langsung gw beli.


Butuh waktu 3 hari 2 malam untuk bisa diinstall dan berhasil dual booth dengan windows 7 karena gak ada pendamping waktu nginstallnya ( 7 kali reinstall, 2 kali format ulang partisi). Gak sampe situ, laptop gw kebetulan pake VGA produk ATI Radeon dan ternyata Driver ATI Radeon yang baru (Catalyst 9.14 for linux) gak compatible ama OpenSUSE terbaru (11.2) , jadi 3 hari 2 malam berikutnya digunakan sepenuhnya untuk ngatasin masalah ini. Dan teratasi dengan bantuan forum OpenSUSE. Thanx God :D

The result..?

Not bad for first timer huh ? ;) But, 0ne problem solved another is waiting.. Tapi itulah bagusnya OS Open Source, gak mengenal batas.. bisa dimain2in sesuka kita asal harus sabar untuk cari tau caranya.

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